Friday, July 30, 2004

Evenin all. Nothin too much to say... 'cept I got a new phone which is sorta cool. Work is lame and I'm tryin to decide if I wanna quit soon.

Saturday, July 17, 2004

This blog is perhaps too sappy to post but I haven't blogged in a while so I'm just gonna put it out there. Enjoy!
 
So it's been almost two years since I've had a boyfriend and part of me is kinda bummed out but I'm mainly ok with it, surprisingly. I feel like I'm at a stage in my life where I don't know who I am or who I want to be. I do know I want to be better but other than that it's pretty open right now and I'm not sure I could really figure it out with someone. Maybe I'm kidding myself and I'm really miserable deep down but I don't feel that way. For the most part, I'm happy and really lookin forward to just being even happier.
 
p.s. There's nothing wrong with you that changing yourself completely won't fix. I know I've mentioned this before but I really thought it tied in with what a couple of my friends as well as myself are trying to accomplish in changing and bettering ourselves. Special good luck to Ranald since I think he's trying to do what I'm trying to except I don't have the guts to go places alone.

Tuesday, July 13, 2004

Since inventory on sunday was cancelled, I have to work till 11:30pm. I seriously doubt we'll be done by that time but whatevs, that's when I'm gonna leave. Also, I forgive my manager for not calling; she told me that she had taken the employee phone list with her but upon arriving home, her basement was flooded and the power was out. Better days!

Sunday, July 11, 2004

4:30ish - left the house to go shopping before work.
5ish (half an hour later) - arrived at the mall after driving through a couple flooded streets. (a drive that usually takes 10 min). stuck in parking lot, cars barely moving.
6ish - time to go to work but mall is being evacuated.
6:30ish - got home.

The worst part of all this is I was stuck in the parking lot for an entire hour. A lot of the time was spent making phone calls to:

my dad - "traffic's bad"
security - "is the mall being evacuated?"
my dad - "I don't have to work, the mall's being evacuated. you're already on your way?"
my brother - "are you finished closing yet?"
my dad - "you want me to turn around and go home? I have stephen. you're in the mall?"
and work - no answer

So my parents had been on their way to pick up my brother but then I got to him first, called my dad who then found us and got in the car. I drove to my mom who was waiting at our other car in a parking lot about a block from the mall and we drove home.

I'm pretty pissed off that no one from work tried to call me to warn me not to go to work. I had to figure out that the mall was being evacuated from the swarms of ppl walkin out and the clearly flooded parking lot. If someone had called me at 5ish which was when my brother said they started evacuating the mall, then I could've turned out of the parking lot sooner. I ended up finding out at 5:30ish when I decided to call security.

Thursday, July 01, 2004

I just never learn my lesson. NEVER SPEND TIME WITH PARENTS. Parents have the day off? Get the hell out of the house. What's so hard about that? I don't know but I can't seem to follow it no matter how much sense it makes. Anyhoo, I'm off to pull weeds now. This is fuckin retarded, we don't even have grass. What is the fuckin point?